Just a fast post about the battle to get a new chair. Monday or Tuesday, my insurance card finally got here! That’s right, I can now go ahead and get a doctor to write a script for one so insurance will cover one, which takes a great weight off me! Question is now, will the doctor do the script or say he doesn’t do that. Had that happen before until my repair guy set him straight.
This is a late post & I’m sorry for that. There are no excuses I can give other than being tired, caught up in trying to get thru red tape to get a wheelchair and wanting to keep to myself to write, all topics for this post. Before I start however, if any of my family reads this, this blog’s like my venting outlet & subjects are just me blowing off steam. Stop reading if you don’t like is on the menu.
Let me start this off positively. For awhile now, whenever I write, it has transformed into much more than I’ve ever thought possible. The novel alone, I’ve described a well thought out fight scene, detailing it well, but beyond that, my erotic stories have seen the same level of detail. It feels great & I’ll show off some work soon! 🙂
Alright, here’s where I get a bit snarky and probably be viewed as a jack hole, but eh. Though Tekken is still played by me on Steam, things have changed. I’ve been kicked from the group I was an officer of and wasn’t given a reason, (but I guess pointing out cheaters who macro the game reason to be kicked then)… All I gotta say is I hope the owner has fun with them.
Furthermore, quick matches aren’t played anymore due to the way the game is with patches. Before it let you see what fighter the other player uses and their wins. Now, I could be matched against some expert with 700 wins, but I wouldn’t know until it was too late. So you can call me chicken, but I like what sanity I have left. Out of the “friends” I’ve made on Steam, only two invite me to play them, sad but true.
Last topic, the wheelchair issue. Called for my insurance card and it is on the way, or so they said! Meanwhile, this pile of dog poop has gotten worse and I have no backup chair due to family destroying it, which for this family, is expected!
I’ll try blogging like I did before, sorry for the long time away.
Okay, so I decided to come out and say what’s been upsetting me. Most here have known that I’ve been up for a new wheelchair for so long & I’m fighting tooth and damn nail to get one, but for those new here, I’ll give a Crash Course in wheelchair lifespans. A electric chair has a cycle of five years, at three years, it needs repairs, going downhill from there. Insurance will cover the cost for a newer model, like a car, BUT a doctor needs to write a script.
Before I continue, let me state that if any family members see this post on Facebook and get offended, I really don’t care, this blog is my way of venting. I have Medicare, which will cover the new chair but my card is missing, so my power of att. is suppose to deal with people who don’t wanna deal with me right? Wrong! She either forgets to call to get stuff done or sticks it in my nephew (her son) to do. Well, last week, after talking to my chair repair guy, who’s a family friend, she did the pass the buck shyt.
We call, I got on the phone and told the person my soc and she was like, “I can’t understand what you say!”, talking to me like I’m three years old. I spoke clear as day so wtf bitch?! She wouldn’t even talk to my nephew.
Back to Mike, my repair guy. Before the above call from hell, he was pissed at how my family’s treating this and I told him everything. “Hard to believe you bend over backwards fer them, paying most everything here and you can’t get help. WTF would happen if your chair dumps and their gone or whatever?” (his words). He is right and has a right to be mad! This chair was new in 2009, it is now 2017!
Until a new chair gets ordered and gets here, I need to save at least $200.00 monthly to keep this thing going.
What are your feelings on this?
Didn’t mean to go MIA for months, only to drop in every once in a while, but the heat be zapping me. Well that and stress, which will be touched on, so let me begin.
Though a fan that is now in my room helps some, my whacked out body temp still gets hot in this weather, having me not willing to do much. It is annoying as sin, but lately I’ve found the spirit to write. Most days I REALLY dig in & do serious keyboard damage, writing, (two pieces I’ll share later today). While adding to open work, a few ideas for new stories came to mind, but I’m attempting to close open stories before starting new ones.
In other news. You see from the Tekken matches above that I’ve gotten better at the game, hell after those two, I was bold enough to try getting to the first dan in rank, which I have zero idea how, but my Xiaoyu is now 1st dan. Was trying blocking so much of the opponent’s horse sh”t that when I won, I was like, “Uh how?” However, as of late, players have made me not wanna touch Tekken 7, having me take a break from it. Yes, it is very competitive, I know this fact, but lately its been nothing but “Only do three of for moves” spammy fools.
Now to the puppy, which stresses my ass out. I explained how he barks and growls at me when I go to make coffee, while last week, it got worse. Came out, he went for my foot, having his mouth around it, ready to bite. I kicked the dog off, ready to ram his back leg. One does wonder what my nephew teaches it, hmm?
Great news: I do believe an artist has been found to draw two of my characters Actually she follows this blog and after reading her update on drawing human faces and seeing the improvement, I approached her. While talking, she explained a few things, which I’m fine with. So when I quit sitting on my good hand, (joke joke), I’ll post Aki and Skya’s pics for her to give her an idea to draw from. 🙂
Literally went to heck! The family set out to a theme park at 6am, leaving me here here with the dogs. Remmi, the female pitbull & I don’t have a problem, she’s like a four legged teddy bear, but her son is poorly trained. Every time I’d left my room for coffee or dump my pee, he’d bark/growl like he was about to attack my ass. Later, he knocked off a cup ate it, tipped a table over, but when I came to confront the animal, growl, bark rinse repeat.
My nephew allows the dog to act this way towards me, giving me some unfunny comment I dare not repeat. When they got home at midnight, thanks to the puppy, the living areas was destroyed and I told Junior my piece. I dislike that animal!!
Okay, I will try typing this without too much swearing because I am attempting to trim down that side of me. There are several sides to cover in this post so might as well dig in.
For those who celebrate the fourth, Happy belated 4th of July, hope you had a good one!:) I spent it home alone, coffee and water in hand, watching The Twilight Zone, gaming in an attempt to get my head on right. After the people came home, had to sit through them arguing! Oh, you tube helped block it out, but still…
Here’s part of the reason I’ve been “off” and hold off with your responses, this is a big one! I believe I said how my nephew asks me to do things for him, acting all nice & saying I’m his favorite uncle. Well, the last week of June, he came to me and asked if I could use my Amazon account to order the kids a $119.00 trampoline. I looked at him and said, “Why can’t you open your own & do it yourself?”
“Its easier if you do it, unc.” Whatever, just wanted gone so I ordered it, but made him sit here to ensure I got the right thing. He typed it in and I had him view the item. I ordered it, thing came, but it was only the net for a trampoline. Who blamed me for ordering the wrong thing, he did! However, I answered with he was here looking at girls on facebook, you told me it was the right thing, so you’re to blame, not me!
It was returned, but over the 4th, he asked the same, but he wanted me to put it on my card this time. I looked at him and said, was he out of his mind?! The kids scream, waking me up, don’t respect you, me or their mother, why piss $189.00 away when I have my cell to pay, crap I wanna buy and save for. Again, I ordered the thing & waiting for the damn thing. However it’ll be “Don’t ask Shadowlight for anything anymore!” answer from now on
Next topic is a positive one. Since the Steam Summer Sale, my PC Gaming library has grown nicely. Even though my nephew has asked for that stuff, some funds were used to put some funds on my Steam account to take advantage of deals. Final Fantasy 7, Wolfenstien: The New Order, Space Quest Collection and a few other titles were grabbed, which were dirt cheap! Makes me happy that I could take part in the sale for the first time! 🙂
As for Tekken 7. Eh, it’s okay, but some people online have me questioning if I wanna keep it installed or not. I’m learning Ling Xiaoyu, (below) & given my limits, I’m okay in a match with her, which after you see the three videos, let me know what you think. But a “friend” who thinks he’s a FGC god, trying hard to beat my ass shoves it down my throat that I need to watch tutorials and learn terminology of the game. Um dude stfu. How can I show what I know to you if you just beat my ass while against a wall? Even friends who do honest matches against me think I’m good.
Here are the three vids.
Other than those topics, the heats been cooking me, so anime reviews are on hold til a cool down cause all wanna do is limited stuff. Have been writing though to clear my head.
Wanted to come here, read some of your blogs and comment on a few of them because I know I’m behind on so many things. However as soon as I started reading a blog, my nephew’s kids started acting like idiots, screaming, picking on the dog and just being bad, which threw me off. There mom does zero to control them, but if it were up to me, I’d drop em off at adoption agency.
And now to the other issues. In his wisdom, my nephew decided to keep a puppy from his dog’s litter for the kids, bad idea! The kids don’t give a care for it, it torn my phone charger to pieces, & ate my wheelchair seat cushion, (hope it was hard to pass). I like dogs, but for that alone… When it poops, they don’t wanna clean it, so why do you wanna keep it for them?
Finally, to sum this up, I’m alive & trying to get my ship together.