Thinking About This…

It has been brought up before that I’m in series need of a new wheelchair, but thanks to the state I live in kicking me off aid, IĀ  cannot get back on insurance. Love how state aid wants people to be almost poor until they help, but try to save and your cut off! I’ve asked my sister to help & though she’s “looking into it”, she’s…

 

Last week something came to me that I could use as a last resort. I could open a “Go Fund Me” fundraiser to try getting the chair that way. True, research needs to be done before commiting to this, but its an option.

 

Any thoughts?

Happy Life News

Sorry for not posting yesterday as planned, but I have a dislike of Valentines Day, call me a hater of romance. šŸ™‚ I’m late to report, there is happy news to pass along!

 

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Last Thursday-Friday, our dog Remmi had eleven puppies, but two passed. I haven’t been out to see them, because of an accident with a kitten years ago & I don’t wanna repeat it. From the sounds of them, they sound healthy as hell, though Remmi has tendency of laying on a few, dunno why! What I’m afraid of are the kids hurting them, a few times, the two year old gets too close or grabs at one, making her growl, but the kids mom doesn’t do much.

 

There ya are, nine new family members! šŸ™‚

Weekly Topic #6: Been Down For A while

Sorry for not posting the last week, but things haven’t been going the way I expected, but eh, when life gets ya down, you get back up. While you’d think I was depressed, in a way you’re right, however it wasn’t what you might expect.

Growing up, when I first got an electric wheelchair, it had breakdowns, like anything, but footrests were a major break point. It seemed like every week they’d break under the pressure I’d put on them, having my mom to meet with the company Rep. who blamed me of being to rough with the chair. The issue persisted until we went to a family friend, & he said the steel was so low grade that anything would break em. He rebuilt them, using thicker steel, and I never broke those again!

Now to the present. When stressed, mad or whatever, my legs, (mostly my right) will push on the footrest, breaking it. This was what happen last week, the day after my chair repair person was in town. Oh, I called him and told him of the break, but it happened right when I didn’t want it too. So from last Thursday to yesterday, I couldn’t balance myself, had to prop my foot up on a cloths basket, which made using the computer and gaming less than fun.

If the guy who rebuilt the first set of footrests was still around, I’d ask him if he’d redo these, because I’ve broken at least fifteen to twenty steel bolts and two braces. Yes, I’ve kept track!

Cleaning The Mind #1: Plan For Future Posts

It is my hope to keep those who do read my lil piece of wordpress here updated on things I’m trying to do or have accomplished, either weekly or bi-weekly. Yes, I might’ve said that before, but maybe now that I’ve cut down on something, (more on that in this post), I should be able to do more. Without delay, let’s begin.

Last week wasn’t my week at all, and without going into detail, my home life didn’t help matters. In fact they made it somewhat worse. But now, I’m feeling somewhat myself, and can function. So here we are. the first post of this series.

To start, I suppose it’d be fitting to say what was cut down on. Over the weekend, but mostly last night, the choice was made to stop playing SC5 for a bit, due to drama and stress two of my so called friends cause, and yes, she will be removed! That whole thing makes me wanna go ahead an buy W.o.W & other games from Amazon.

In coming weeks, topics will range from my hentai stories, yes there’s that word again, to anime. Grab a soda,Ā  your reading glasses, because there’s more to come!

Cleaning Out The Mental Closet # ?

Yeah I know, it has been a long stretch since I’ve blogged about topic & please forgive that, but I have no excuse other then issues at home, on the net, ETC. Most of which, I’ll talk about here, since I’m attempting a mental clean out.

Let me start with some news. Thanks to some reading from my adopted brother, (you know who you are if you are reading this), I’ve gotten motivated to complete a hental Original Story that I began a long time ago. Yes you read this right, I said Hentai people! What, you thought I was a Monk? šŸ™‚ But all jokes aside, thank you Adrian for giving me my drive to see what I could write.

Now the actual cleansing. For weeks now, my days have been consisting of getting up, getting on the PS3, gaming/raging and going to bed very late, at times at 5 AM. Rinse repeat. That isn’t good, I know, but I’ve been “Off” as of late. Last night was the only decent time, (2AM) that I ripped myself away from the game & went to bed. I’d like to do this every night, because screw psn and a few of my so called friends on there.

Not every friend that is on my ps friend list is bad, some treat me respectfully enough, but for those few, there are a couple BAKA people who just plain don’t give a lick about fairness. Before going into details, let me say that I have the utmost respect for Japan and the Japanese people and culture. Even thought about going through a pen pal program to meet people from Japan. With that said however, a few Japanese gamer’s that are on the PS3 can really suck the fun from a game.

One such player is on my friends list! I mean it’s Russian Roulette with her. If I play Soul Caliber 5 with her, & get a few wins off her, she will say “she’s just warming up.” and would go try hard on my ass to win at any cost, until I get mad. She knows my secret, that I only have one good hand & cannot do many of the Critical moves, but it is like she doesn’t give a crap. With her, it’s try hard, spam spam, critical edge. Other times, if I play my best, she will say I’m not trying hard. Um I’m trying my best. And there are times I beat her, she’ll get upset and leave the room.

Final thing on this topic. Not to long ago, a player from Japan I’ve played & beaten called me a idiot spammer then left. I attempted moves she countered, I did basic techniques to keep her guessing. If that is wrong, kill me!

Final topic, home life. It would seem that getting peace and quiet around the house is impossible. I have to keep the fan on high to drown out my nephew’s girlfriend’s noises when they….. And the three year old is getting on my nerves, lying. Just weeks ago, he was climbing on my chair and told the sitter I let him do it. I pinned him against the wall, ready to smack him, but the sitter wouldn’t let me.

Finally, even I can’t be alone in the bathroom, because Ms. Princess walks in on me every five seconds. Last week, she did that, and I lost my temper. I mean it’s bullshit!

RedFlags When It Comes To Meeting Online: My Recent Story….

Before starting this, let me say normally my personal life, dating wise, is kept out of this blog, but talking to a friend yesterday made me think this might be a good topic. That being said, let’s begin!

Most who know me, understand that because of my Cerebral Palsy, & how my speech is affected, finding a woman and dating her is hard for me. In the past,if I even talked to a girl, she would either ask if I was drunk, or laugh. Then years ago, (2006-06), meeting women through the web was attempted, with little luck. I found women who only wanted to lie, play mind games or whatever, making me put up walls.

And now to the meat of this post. When I play a game on Playstation Network with friends, dating is the furthest thing from my mind. However, some months ago, some girl I played Soul Cal. 5 with came onto me, saying I talked to her civil etc. etc. etc. she wants to be with me! At first, I went, “Uh yeah right, we don’t even know each other.” Yet, she persisted and added me.

Overtime, getting to know her, (or trying too), people I didn’t know started hounding me, asking twenty questions about her, even telling me to stay away from her. When I asked about it, she replied: “Oh, it’s my brother, don’t worry baby.” I highly doubt it was her bro! Redflag number 1. The second came in the form of her status message. One day, I see “I love you Frank!” so I asked who Frank was. Her answer? “You’re frank babe!” Weird right? It gets weirder! When I tell her that’s not my name, her answer was, “Oh I know, but I wish it was!”

In short, I’m at the stage I WANT to stay single, because the games women have put me through. Not to mention, having to hear what my nephew and blondie do.

If anyone has any advice, input or anything, feel free to comment.

Cleaning The Mental Closet 5:

Sighs, so much has gone on since my last post that I would like to sum it up in one of these cleanings. First off, the reason for the long wait between posts. I have noticed that our cable modem had been slow lately, random pages timing out etc. Well, last week, it only let me go to google and gmail, until last Friday when it crapped completely.

Yesterday, Comcast came an put in a new one, it worked, until I got sick in the bathroom, letting my nephew to ram my wheelchair into my computer tower, which made the modem fall, breaking it. Called em back, getting them to come out today, now fixed again.

I do not wish to jeux myself, but I’ve been writing a story, designed around a character I’ve made in Soul Cal. 5. as a exercise, seeing if my block is lifting. Must say, so far it is going well, I think.Sure, there were a few days where I poked at it, producing, what I thought was crap, but I think lack of sleep does it. So far, the trial’s good, but let me say , the story isn’t apart of my book, it’s a hentai piece. Yes, I said hentai, sue me! šŸ™‚