The Reason I’ve Been “In a padded room” Of Anger….

Okay, so I decided to come out and say what’s been upsetting me. Most here have known that I’ve been up for a new wheelchair for so long & I’m fighting tooth and damn nail to get one, but for those new here, I’ll give a Crash Course in wheelchair lifespans. A electric chair has a cycle of five years, at three years, it needs repairs, going downhill from there. Insurance will cover the cost for a newer model, like a car, BUT a doctor needs to write a script.

 

Before I continue, let me state that if any family members see this post on Facebook and get offended, I really don’t care, this blog is my way of venting. I have Medicare, which will cover the new chair but my card is missing, so my power of att. is suppose to deal with people who don’t wanna deal with me right? Wrong! She either forgets to call to get stuff done or sticks it in my nephew (her son) to do. Well, last week, after talking to my chair repair guy, who’s a family friend, she did the pass the buck shyt.

 

We call, I got on the phone and told the person my soc and she was like, “I can’t understand what you say!”, talking to me like I’m three years old. I spoke clear as day so wtf bitch?! She wouldn’t even talk to my nephew.

 

Back to Mike, my repair guy. Before the above call from hell, he was pissed at how my family’s treating this and I told him everything. “Hard to believe you bend over backwards fer them, paying most everything here and you can’t get help. WTF would happen if your chair dumps and their gone or whatever?” (his words). He is right and has a right to be mad! This chair was new in 2009, it is now 2017!

 

Until a new chair gets ordered and gets here, I need to save at least $200.00 monthly to keep this thing going.

 

What are your feelings on this?

Should I Be Glad Or Annoyed, Hmmm…

Gaming PC 2 Game pad and Keyboard

 

So much has went on as of late that are presenting to be good topics that I’d like to share. This first one is somewhat funny, but also annoying to me at the same time because of what was asked about. Most here know I game with one hand & without going into detail of how, (it’ll take seeing more than explaining), so I’ll just say it’s a skill that took me a long time to teach myself.

 

The other day/night I hosted a Tekken 7 lobby and a player came in and played my Xiaoyu, and after which, they offered to “train” me to use her better. Before going further, let me state that I had offers, which ended up being people just wanted to be hard asses and have me be their dummy, so I refused. Anyway, he added me, we spoke that night with me being gruff, telling him that yes my ling has flaws, but look at the vids on my profile, I do fine, given what limits I have.

 

I let him know I game with one hand & after viewing the videos, he was like “OMG, it doesn’t look like you play one handed, you do well!” I thanked him, but here’s where the annoyance started. They asked me how I do it, how the keyboard/gamepad’s held, what fingers do what etc. I told him, but they asked more and brakes were put on.

 

Come to find out they were attempting to do it themselves. Whatever, told him it wasn’t a skill you just learn overnight & though he was saying he know, he still thinks it can be mastered in weeks.

 

So what do you think about this? Do you think it would be a bit annoying to be asked 50 questions?

Personal Blog For Aug. 2017

Didn’t mean to go MIA for months, only to drop in every once in a while, but the heat be zapping me. Well that and stress, which will be touched on, so let me begin.

 

Though a fan that is now in my room helps some, my whacked out body temp still gets hot in this weather, having me not willing to do much. It is annoying as sin, but lately I’ve found the spirit to write. Most days I REALLY dig in & do serious keyboard damage, writing, (two pieces I’ll share later today). While adding to open work, a few ideas for new stories came to mind, but I’m attempting to close open stories before starting new ones.

 

 

In other news. You see from the Tekken matches above that I’ve gotten better at the game, hell after those two, I was bold enough to try getting to the first dan in rank, which I have zero idea how, but my Xiaoyu is now 1st dan. Was trying blocking so much of the opponent’s horse sh”t that when I won, I was like, “Uh how?” However, as of late, players have made me not wanna touch Tekken 7, having me take a break from it. Yes, it is very competitive, I know this fact, but  lately its been nothing but “Only do three of for moves” spammy fools.

 

Now to the puppy, which stresses my ass out. I explained how he barks and growls at me when I go to make coffee, while last week, it got worse. Came out, he went for my foot, having his mouth around it, ready to bite. I kicked the dog off, ready to ram his back leg. One does wonder what my nephew teaches it, hmm?

 

Great news: I do believe an artist has been found to draw two of my characters Actually she follows this blog and after reading her update on drawing human faces and seeing the improvement, I approached her. While talking, she explained a few things, which I’m fine with. So when I quit sitting on my good hand, (joke joke), I’ll post Aki and Skya’s pics for her to give her an idea to draw from. 🙂

Personal Blog For July 2017: Mid-Latter June Was A Cluster ****!

Okay, I will try typing this without too much swearing because I am attempting to trim down that side of me. There are several sides to cover in this post so might as well dig in.

 

For those who celebrate the fourth, Happy belated 4th of July, hope you had a good one!:) I spent it home alone, coffee and water in hand, watching The Twilight Zone, gaming in an attempt to get my head on right. After the people came home, had to sit through them arguing! Oh, you tube helped block it out, but still…

 

Here’s part of the reason I’ve been “off” and hold off with your responses, this is a big one! I believe I said how my nephew asks me to do things for him, acting all nice & saying I’m his favorite uncle. Well, the last week of June, he came to me and asked if I could use my Amazon account to order the kids a $119.00 trampoline. I looked at him and said, “Why can’t you open your own & do it yourself?”

 

“Its easier if you do it, unc.” Whatever, just wanted gone so I ordered it, but made him sit here to ensure I got the right thing. He typed it in and I had him view the item. I ordered it, thing came, but it was only the net for a trampoline. Who blamed me for ordering the wrong thing, he did! However, I answered with he was here looking at girls on facebook, you told me it was the right thing, so you’re to blame, not me!

 

It was returned, but over the 4th, he asked the same, but he wanted me to put it on my card this time. I looked at him and said, was he out of his mind?! The kids scream, waking me up, don’t respect you, me or their mother, why piss $189.00 away when I have my cell to pay, crap I wanna buy and save for. Again, I ordered the thing & waiting for the damn thing. However it’ll be “Don’t ask Shadowlight for anything anymore!” answer from now on

 

Next topic is a positive one. Since the Steam Summer Sale, my PC Gaming library has grown nicely. Even though my nephew has asked for that stuff, some funds were used to put some funds on my Steam account to take advantage of deals. Final Fantasy 7, Wolfenstien: The New Order, Space Quest Collection and a few other titles were grabbed, which were dirt cheap! Makes me happy that I could take part in the sale for the first time! 🙂

 

As for Tekken 7. Eh, it’s okay, but some people online have me questioning if I wanna keep it installed or not. I’m learning Ling Xiaoyu, (below) & given my limits, I’m okay in a match with her, which after you see the three videos, let me know what you think. But a “friend” who thinks he’s a FGC god, trying hard to beat my ass shoves it down my throat that I need to watch tutorials and learn terminology of the game. Um dude stfu. How can I show what I know to you if you just beat my ass while against a wall? Even friends who do honest matches against me think I’m good.

 

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Here are the three vids.

 

 

 

Other than those topics, the heats been cooking me, so anime reviews are on hold til a cool down cause all wanna do is limited stuff. Have been writing though to clear my head.

Personal Blog For June 1st 2017

Once again sorry for going off grid for days/weeks, but health issues got in the way. I’ll be happy when my coffee gets ordered this weekend, hopefully it helps keep me from getting backed up.

 

Anyway, on with the post, & I’ll get the crappy part out the way first. After some odd months, my nephew in his dimwitted wisdom let his stupid ex girlfriend move back here. Yes, the woman who was wanting her own place, her own life, money but stayed with her mommy this whole time IS HERE! I voiced my opinion, telling him that he was a stupid moron for letting her back here because it has already started to decay into fights, but not my problem.

 

Before feeling muddy, so many words a day were being written & my stories were nicely constructed. Tomorrow, my plan is to write more & try finishing one I’ve been working.

 

As for the Elfen Lied review, I am trying to get that rewatched, believe me. Wish there were more than 24hrs. in a day.

 

Finally, in a few weeks, some Tekken 7 matches and training content will be going up. When the game’s bought, I’d like to train some and do arcade stuff before getting destroyed online, but I’ve recorded another game while the gut hurt to see how the quality was before I streamed and stuff. Look below and drop your thoughts. 🙂

 

A Look Into Shadowlight….

Yesterday about the Ghost In The Shell movie, it was mentioned that some movies, if seen in theaters gave me vertigo, sending me to the door. Today I thought it be time to let you readers in and expand on the subject.

 

I’m not sure when it started, I just know the feeling drove me nuts because watching some movies I’d be fine, while others, the feeling of having your stomach drop if you were riding a roller coaster would make me wanna leave. When my dad and I went to see the first Hot Shots, (a funny movie), it didn’t bother me until the flying sequences, sending my head down and had my dad ask what was wrong, but we seen that same movie twice after and it went fine. It was odd, I’ve seen The Crow when it first came out & though the vertigo was making me climb the wall, I wanted to stay.

 

The old live action Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles movies or Terminator 2 movie I don’t think ever caused me to trip and they were seen numerous times, so I’m not sure what sets me off. Now, if there’s a movie I want to see, waiting til the Blu-ray/DVD is the best choice for me.  However, some video games give me that feeling as well, Assassin’s Creed III to give a good example. There is one task of climbing a building that is under construction to get to a crane & every camera angle made me cringe. Got to a point the game was almost turned off!