Personal Blog For December 2017

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Sorry for going MIA again, but having to debate whether or not the new chair’s ordered & other things have been on my brain. Let’s start this on a positive note. Even though the Thanksgiving writing fest didn’t really take, some progress was made, which is good and I’ll show today in another post. In A Wife’s Wish, errors pointed out to me by a friend and my adopted bro were cleared up I hope.

 

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Other news: Our female dog, who’s a sweetheart of a Pit Bull is messed up, a bit blind, way underweight etc. Yes, she eats well and everything, we just suspect the last litter took a toll on her, it is just sad to see her this way. My nephew wants to get her fixed and have a hysterectomy done so maybe it’ll clear some of the issues up, (and I hope it does, she’s an angel!) Adding a somewhat weird and dumb note to this. The therapist the doctors roped me into seeing to exercise me, which I’ll go into at a later date is scared SHITLESS of her that the guy won’t even come in the forking house unless she’s downstairs.

The first time he came, she was up here and sniffed him, making him flip out, saying where he’s from, stray dogs roam the area. β€œUm, A: She’s blind and harmless. And B: There’s a difference between dogs you see roaming and domesticated dogs!” but he left! Last week, 15 minutes was spent trying to convince the fool that the dog was downstairs, at that point I was about ready to yell at the guy because he would repeat the same thing! He got on me for the way I was sitting, I told him it was due to the chair and he was, β€œIts not the chair’s fault, you can sit better.” Okay, you try sitting better in this!

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This Saturday & Sunday I’m planning to binge watch TRIGUN so a review can be written. Wanted to do it last weekend but due to issues I couldn’t, so yeah. After TRIGUN, Elfen Lied is on my list, sorry for the delays. 😦

Not this Saturday, next Saturday is my birthday and unlike last year, I really don’t have no plans to order anything. There are things I want/need, but bank issues are holding me up, so a six pack of Mike’s Hard Lemonade will need to hold me I guess. Wish some of the anime club lived around here so we could meet up & do something.

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Personal Blog For Nov. 2017: Stress, Delays & Writing Projects

So I will not go into whining about why I’m a day late on this, most here know what I’m been going through with getting the new chair and keeping this old crap hep running, but hold on until ya hear the latest about the chair issue. Last Thursday, I turned from my computer desk to do business, but after, the chair shut off. Usually when it happens, I have to just mess with the wire to get it to work, well, nada.

 

Had to put myself in manual and try to get to my desk again, which I did, wasn’t easy, but it happened. However, who got shit for fucking this chair up and was told I best take care of the new one when it comes? ME, and had to listen to it for a day! It needs saying that I TRY MY DAMNDEST to take care of this chair! Okay, there were spills, but to the best to my ability, I wiped them up, wasn’t my doing (& the chair is how old now?)

 

Could go deeper, but moving on. Saturday, the guy I have to get the new chair through came out and replaced the broken cord for this old crap, getting it to work well, kind of. Still has the short, but I can unplug the cord and plug it back in, making it work, so onto the new chair drama. After the new one was picked, the guy tried getting a script to have a therapist come out to evaluate me to see what I need on the thing etc. My doctor, even though she told us call her if we needed more help getting it, WILL NOT call back, adding more stress. Seriously, what do I need to do?

 

Enough stress, time for fun. If/when a fellow blogger has her monthly Anime carnival, my post is ready, yay! ^_^ Short but sweet, like the memory attached to the series! πŸ™‚

 

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Now, about writing projects. Awhile back, an old good movie, Blade Runner was caught on TV & enjoyed! If you haven’t guessed that old movies from the 80s are my thang, you know now, but after watching it, my mind started working and the next day a new story with the lady above began. Don’t wanna spill the coffee on what the story’s about, just know I’m putting my all into writing it! πŸ™‚

Personal Blog For Oct. 2017: Roller Coaster Of Emotions

First let me say sorry for the no posts in weeks on end. Planned to post an anime related topic and a few others this month, but thanks to my whacked out sleep schedule, being sick and stress on account of the wheelchair issue, days were spent just attempting to stay sane! 😦 Shall we start?

 

Doctors came out not too long ago, & might I say were decent? Seriously, usually I’d get docs that treat me like I have no mind, talking to me like I’m three years old, which can and does piss me off, but these two were cool. The nurse though tried taking blood with a huge fraking needle, drilling into me, (IT FUCKING HURT) and blew the vein, then she drew it using a butterfly needle, hurt less.

 

Got the script for the new chair though, so yay. πŸ™‚ That day, Mike was called to let him know the chair could be ordered, but here’s a downer. I couldn’t go through him to get it or have him fix it, something to do with Medicare I don’t understand.Β  He did refer me a friend of his & he seems cool, however, my rep for popping footrest bolts is known to him so I’m afraid! πŸ˜› Last week, he came out to show a chair and get this started.

 

Out of the gate, this guy saw how screwed this chair is & I feel he’ll do everything he can to get the new one asap. The new chair looks sick as shit! Its from a company I dealt with before, their chairs are like the Energizer Bunny, they keep going, going and going! It’ll be smaller than this one, sleeker is always good, it can go over small curbs, a plus and get up and go! πŸ˜› I even had a chance to pick my colors, which will be basic black with grey trim, which some who read this blog know black is my favorite.

 

If all goes well, without red tape holding things up, should get the new chair in three to six months, hoping for three.

 

Look for two others post to see what else I had going on.

Personal Blog For September 2017: I Have No Excuses….

This is a late post & I’m sorry for that. There are no excuses I can give other than being tired, caught up in trying to get thru red tape to get a wheelchair and wanting to keep to myself to write, all topics for this post. Before I start however, if any of my family reads this, this blog’s like my venting outlet & subjects are just me blowing off steam. Stop reading if you don’t like is on the menu.

 

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Let me start this off positively. For awhile now, whenever I write, it has transformed into much more than I’ve ever thought possible. The novel alone, I’ve described a well thought out fight scene, detailing it well, but beyond that, my erotic stories have seen the same level of detail. It feels great & I’ll show off some work soon! πŸ™‚

 

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Alright, here’s where I get a bit snarky and probably be viewed as a jack hole, but eh. Though Tekken is still played by me on Steam, things have changed. I’ve been kicked from the group I was an officer of and wasn’t given a reason, (but I guess pointing out cheaters who macro the game reason to be kicked then)… All I gotta say is I hope the owner has fun with them.

 

Furthermore, quick matches aren’t played anymore due to the way the game is with patches. Before it let you see what fighter the other player uses and their wins. Now, I could be matched against some expert with 700 wins, but I wouldn’t know until it was too late. So you can call me chicken, but I like what sanity I have left. Out of the “friends” I’ve made on Steam, only two invite me to play them, sad but true.

 

Last topic, the wheelchair issue. Called for my insurance card and it is on the way, or so they said! Meanwhile, this pile of dog poop has gotten worse and I have no backup chair due to family destroying it, which for this family, is expected!

 

I’ll try blogging like I did before, sorry for the long time away.

 

The Reason I’ve Been “In a padded room” Of Anger….

Okay, so I decided to come out and say what’s been upsetting me. Most here have known that I’ve been up for a new wheelchair for so long & I’m fighting tooth and damn nail to get one, but for those new here, I’ll give a Crash Course in wheelchair lifespans. A electric chair has a cycle of five years, at three years, it needs repairs, going downhill from there. Insurance will cover the cost for a newer model, like a car, BUT a doctor needs to write a script.

 

Before I continue, let me state that if any family members see this post on Facebook and get offended, I really don’t care, this blog is my way of venting. I have Medicare, which will cover the new chair but my card is missing, so my power of att. is suppose to deal with people who don’t wanna deal with me right? Wrong! She either forgets to call to get stuff done or sticks it in my nephew (her son) to do. Well, last week, after talking to my chair repair guy, who’s a family friend, she did the pass the buck shyt.

 

We call, I got on the phone and told the person my soc and she was like, “I can’t understand what you say!”, talking to me like I’m three years old. I spoke clear as day so wtf bitch?! She wouldn’t even talk to my nephew.

 

Back to Mike, my repair guy. Before the above call from hell, he was pissed at how my family’s treating this and I told him everything. “Hard to believe you bend over backwards fer them, paying most everything here and you can’t get help. WTF would happen if your chair dumps and their gone or whatever?” (his words). He is right and has a right to be mad! This chair was new in 2009, it is now 2017!

 

Until a new chair gets ordered and gets here, I need to save at least $200.00 monthly to keep this thing going.

 

What are your feelings on this?

Thinking About This…

It has been brought up before that I’m in series need of a new wheelchair, but thanks to the state I live in kicking me off aid, IΒ  cannot get back on insurance. Love how state aid wants people to be almost poor until they help, but try to save and your cut off! I’ve asked my sister to help & though she’s “looking into it”, she’s…

 

Last week something came to me that I could use as a last resort. I could open a “Go Fund Me” fundraiser to try getting the chair that way. True, research needs to be done before commiting to this, but its an option.

 

Any thoughts?

A Lot On My Mind, Episode 2: Ideas For Old Wheelchairs

Like anything, power wheelchairs have a “lifespan” of five years, before my insurance will pay for a new one. In the past, when I’d get a newer model, the old chair would be kept as a backup in case the new one broke down.

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Though the same routine has been kept going, over the past ten years, the person who works on my chairs has been there with any replacement part, whether footrest bolts, or controller, my chairs seem never to go down for more then two days, (not even that). This has me thinking, do I really need him to keep my backup wheelchairs, if he fixes my main chairs so quickly?

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This gave me an idea. I’m going to ask him if there is a market to sell used power chairs, and if so, would it be wiser to sell my old chairs every five years. If I can sell em, it’ll put extra income in my pocket, money I can use for anything.